Maybe…I expect too much from you. Maybe…I expect too much from our relationship. I just want to be happy. I want to wake up in the morning with a smile on my face and not go to bed at night with tear stained cheeks. I want.. HAVE to make a better life for myself. I admit I’ve grown accustomed to my parents taking care of me. But is it really so bad to like other people taking care of you? A relationship is supposed to be a solid bond, with both people being there for each other (emotionally, physically, financially). Neither of us are fully supportive of the other. It’s a constant struggle. I need to be able to depend on you and I want you to depend on me.

Ugh. I have so much to say and yet no words are forming.

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