Written June 26, 2004. (Was a poem but…I’d rather type it like this)
I’ve realized that most of my life and time was being wasted. Wasted on people who are not worth my time. I’ve realized that all of my energy was being used up for nothing. I’ve realized that I need to put forth more into myself. I’m tired of people who use me, get my love & abuse me. I’ve realized that I’m worth something. I don’t need to be with anyone who doesn’t love me for who I am. I deserve more than a lousy phone call. Someone who won’t give their all doesn’t deserve me. I finally realized who I am. I finally took notice and I’m glad I faced the facts.
I am a better person than you. All because I WANT my dreams to come true. I’m tired of sitting around and waiting for you to get your shit straight. I’m sorry we can’t be together. I’m sorry I found a man who treats me better. You are so confusing. But I know I am too. I’m tired of you stressin me & putting me down. I’m sorry I lead you on but I need to let go. You do too. It’s gonna be hard but we’ll make it through. I found someone new. Get a grip. It’s time you faced the facts.
*I dont know. Just felt like posting it. Half of it is how I’m feeling now. I can only live for myself.
“Never be with someone who you love more than they love you” [i think thats how it goes =) ] -Karimah’s grandmother
