So.. for the last few months I had been counting the days to this particular holiday (for many reasons which I do not care to share with whoever reads this). And I honestly feel like I got my hopes up only for them to fall.. story of my life it seems. I try my best to look at life with as much optimism as possible and it just never seems to work for me. I don’t know… maybe I just have my expectations way too high and I need to start realizing that I can not change the world. Everyone has problems. And sometimes I just hate dealing with mine. Sue me. Maybe I’ll write more later when I feel better.
God, I need a change of environment. Something DEFINITELY has to give.
