A few months ago, I remember arguing with my ♥ about him not telling me he misses me. Granted the fact that I saw him every day like clockwork, he said I haven’t given him the chance to actually “miss me”. When I heard this, I was devastated. I felt betrayed because I always told him I missed him. Dictionary.com defines miss as:
to regret the absence or loss of.
In retrospect, me getting mad because he didnt “miss” me was stupid. I have to give him a chance to miss me.
Last night however, I was very happy when he called me and the first thing he said was “I miss you”.
♥ I miss you too. More than you know.
October 2008
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October 7, 2008
October 6, 2008
You never really appreciate what you have until it’s taken away from you. For the majority of my life, I’ve been used to things staying pretty much stable and was always afraid of the possibilities the future may hold. This may explain why I stayed home for college instead of going off to live in a dorm and get the full “college” experience. This may also explain why I am so standoffish to some people and like to stay to myself. Recently I’ve come to the conclusion that change can also be a beautiful thing, given one’s perspective.
When you are so used to something or someone, for this matter.. you grow accustomed to them always being there. But when you have to deal with the absence of them, even for a short period of time, you start to realize how precious life is with them in it. Some people just don’t know how to express their emotions, me being one of them. I guess I’m becoming more of an adult, I’m starting to realize that life doesn’t stand still..no matter how bad I may want it to. Everything changes.. the only thing that survives throughout all the obstacles life throws at us is love. And I’m glad I can say that I’m okay with that.
“I never felt true love until I was with you, And I never felt true sadness until you left me.”
-Anonymous
Note: I hope what I said made sense. I had it all in my head until it came time to type it! ♥
October 2, 2008
No act of love is ever wasted.
- Geneen Roth
i have so much to write that i can’t think straight. maybe i’ll try again later! <3
